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raeenwahya:

holding so many grudges. Holding so much hatred in my heart…So much unnecessary anger. All because I expected the world from people who couldn’t give me a grain of rice if I asked it. Because I put too much faith within people who barely even believe in themselves. Who am I kidding? How can you expect something from people who expect nothing from themselves? Who don’t even know who they are, or what they’re capable of?

If anyone, I should be angry with myself…because I ignored all the signs. Because I always try to see the good in people even if they aren’t able to see it within themselves. 

I’ve learned, never to disregard the bad in a person…cause eventually it may outweigh and/or completely consume the good. Recognize the traits of a traitor early on, and let them deal with themselves. 

The quickest way to lose yourself, your heart, and everything else you put into a relationship is to give it all away without thinking of the consequences.

So, I’m over it, I’m letting go of everything. Wish you all the best. 

(Source: alaskashoots)

Let me know
Do I still got time to grow
Things ain’t always set in stone
That be known let me know
Let me
Seems like, street lights, glowin
Happen to be just like moments, passin
In front of me so I hopped in, the cab and
I paid my fare see I know my destination`
But I’m just not there
All the streets, glowin
Happen to be just like moments, passin
In front of me so I hopped in, the cab and
I paid my fare see I know my destination
But I’m just not there
In the streets
In the, streets
I’m just not there in the streets
I’m just not there
Life’s just not fair

I think I started somethin’, I got what I wanted
Did, didn’t I can’t feel nothin’, superhuman
Even when I’m fu*kin’ Viagra poppin’, every single record autotunin’
Zero emotion, muted emotion, pitch corrected, computed emotion, uh-huh
I blame it on the model broad with the Hollywood smile, aww

I am very picky when it comes to my sexual partners….I’ve always been that way.

I can’t just have casual sex. Just not my style…so when people offer and don’t even know me I always wonder why and what the hell!

One thing I hate the most is feeling regret. If I just take that chance and have a one night stand or decide to give up the goods because I’m feeling your outer appearance and it WACK…OMG -____- And I can’t take the sex back, so I rather not chance it!

hightimesbk:

I don’t like sharing myself, I don’t like kissing or doing stuff with girls that aren’t my girlfriend. I feel weird & it makes me feel far too vulnerable, like I’m giving you part of me I don’t like that theres nothing linking us really other than a connection. That’s what matters is if theres a connection, but I still want to be more than just some girl you’re kissing. Seeing as I don’t have a girlfriend I’m obviously going against myself on this, but theres things we do sometimes when in love that … when in our right minds? wouldn’t be going on. I over-shared I think when I was younger & that was because I didn’t give a fuck, but I’m much more protective of my body & my self respect because I mean I don’t think anyone really respects me or my wishes or my body whether I know them or not. So I’m taking steps to get my own respect back in that area. It’s also about protecting my heart, seeing as a certain someone used to tell me mine was like where my heart was … Guess the two are connected.

“To live a life filled with positive energy we must learn to repel the energy of fear. Whether it comes from within or from another person, we must overcome fear and adopt a “play to win” mindset. Playing to win requires a commitment to yourself that even if you fail, you will never give up and never let your goals and dreams die. Those who play to win know that success is not given to us. It is pursued with all the energy and sweat we can muster.

Obstaclesand struggles are part of life and only serve to make us appreciate our success. If everything came easy we wouldn’t know what it felt like to truly succeed. Obstacles are meant to be overcome. Fear is meant to be conquered. Success is meant to be achieved. They are all part of the game of life and the people who succeed play to win and never give up until the game is over.”

(Source: blakkunt)