The greed is everywhere ,The ignorance is thick.
Being comfortable with $5.25 is something I refuse to get with
Pushing and fighting just to see you smile - only three years later to realize
the grind isn’t really mine.
Laziness , excuses and even lies is what we are influenced by
We see no evil because we are colour blind- blind to the fact that we are dying on the inside. So I stop to realize- the grind…was it really for you? or just another way to enable you?
Hoping you become a product of your environment and learn the true lessons of life but all you seem to learn is- every third saturday they better had got your size right.
Taking pride and claiming bragging rights to a seed you aint seen since he was a seed. A sense of entitlement is what my family is to me…
But that’s not me.
The moment you realize there is no sense in stressing over things you can not control.
And everything get so much better!
Taking care of my family can be quite stressful, but you know what…I refuse to continue stressing over my mother and sister. I’ve done enough. I’ve done my best to help them do better, and they have. I’m happy that they are in a better situation than before but its time for me to move on to the next chapter in my life…And that chapter is titled Live my own life.
The older I get the more I realize that life seems to be all work no play. Continuous grind, continuous hard work toward a particular goal in mind. And there’s nothing wrong with that, however I feel we need to take more days off just to act silly and so not like ourselves.
I took my day of freedom some time last week and I must say it has changed how I look at life in a way…
My philosophy is grind now an reap the benefits of my grind later. Many would consider me a responsible adult, but being an adult is so boring and overrated, I digress.
So, one day last week my king and I decided to have a little fun. We did things we wouldn’t normally do (details are not needed) and it was refreshing. Not just to our relationship but to our individual lives. I would suggest everyone take a day or several hours to just be silly, goofy, a rebel …whatever you’re normally not!